February 2012
4 posts
Just got to sd.
50 people, 3 hotel rooms…..
Wtf. Let’s kick it tomorrow though!
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's...
I learned to believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that in the end you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you learn appreciate them when they’re right. You believe lies so you soon learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
We’re so embarrassed of the small things that make us, well, us. We all want what we don’t have, we idolize that figure that gets all the praises. Many of us dislike who we are, and are ashamed of it. But the truth is, those things that we hate about ourselves, are what make us who we are. They build our foundation of humanity, we need to stop neglecting the fact that we are unique...
January 2012
7 posts
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My love life.
Meet somebody.
Start talking, get close.
Begin liking them.
Too scared to confess your feelings for them.
Continue being close.
They find someone, and get together.
Sulk in regret & sadness.
Repeat for rest of life.
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It’s hard to find genuine friends nowadays.
At our age, and in our time. Everyone acts like the world revolves around them. When it comes down to it, they could care less about you. They always want what’s best for them. Liars, backstabbers, shit-talkers, users, they’re everywhere. Looking for a real friend is like looking for a needle in a haystack, it’s ridiculous. I want a true friend,...
Ambition is attractive.
I like it when someone knows what they want to do with themselves, with their life. I’m not asking for someone to have their whole life planned ahead of them, but someone who has goals, who is determined to do what they want. Someone with confidence, someone with a motivated mindset. Ambition is a plus, in my opinion.
Reasons I Hate School.
I have to wake up early.
The food tastes like shit.
The teachers are bipolar.
The teachers are ugly.
The teachers are mean.
The teachers.
The people are annoying.
Too many people.
Too much homework.
Everyone pisses me off.
December 2011
16 posts
It feels like I've lost you.
It’s just not the same anymore, I just want the old us back. I miss you, I really do. It doesn’t take long before somebody gets bored. It’s the inevitable, what you did that made her them fall for you in the beginning will be the same reason that they will leave you in the end. We’re teenagers, we get bored. It’s a given, that after a while they’ll just be...
I hate when 'friends' make plans around you, but...
Liking someone who barely knows you exist.
I always texted you first. Called you. Approached you and said hi. Set up the plans. It was always me doing the things first. Never you, I took that as a sign. Now you ask why I don’t talk to you much. Because all I thought was I was a bother, an annoyance, nothing but another person in the background. I was cliche to you, just another. All I wanted to be was a ‘someone’ to you....
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Just once, talk to me first.
That way I don’t feel like a desperate annoying dumb ass. Sincerely, Me.
You make me nervous, I like it.
There’s just something else about you. You make me uneasy and at the edge of my seat. You keep me thinking. You blunder my thoughts, and make me try. You’re hard to get, but I like the challenge.
Motivation to get up.
I’m so eager to get out there, have fun, learn. Observe things from a mind-blowing perspective. I yearn for the taste of experience. I crave for the new, tired of routine.
If you're going to send me mixed signals,
You might as well just leave, seriously, I don’t have time for that shit.
I wish I could reach someone's expectations and...
I want to be good enough for someone, seriously.
I like it when you talk to me first.
That way I don’t feel like a dumbass and that I’m just annoying you.
You're not in love, you're just stupid.
I want to be good enough.
For once, I want to reach someone’s standards. I want to be appreciated for what I am. I want to be noticed for me. I want to be something. I want to have a sense of worth. I want to be good enough. That’s it.
I don't have a type,
If I like you, then I like you, period.
What's the point in trying, when nobody notices?
Moving on.
Moving on is the worst part. Especially when you don’t want to. It’s the little things that get to me, changing your name in my phone, changing my facebook relationship status, nobody to fall asleep on the phone with, no goodmorning text to wake up to, those stupid songs that tend to remind me of you. It’s almost like I’m not supposed to move on. It leaves me stuck,...
Waiting for a reply after sending a risky text...
November 2011
2 posts
1 tag
Happiness, that's all I'm fucking asking for.
October 2011
5 posts
Genuine Happiness.
For once I just want to be happy, nothing else. No stress, no burdens, none of that shit. I just want to be happy. I want to wake up in the morning knowing that it’ll be a good day. Be able to smile, and not hide anything. Be able to laugh, and just have a good time. Nowadays when I’m happy, there’s always something around the corner to mess up my day. I just want consistent...
I could never say bye to you.
Physically & mentally impossible.
I hate how two can be so close,
and then fade to strangers, and what’s worse is you didn’t know what you did. All you wish is to have things back to how they were.
Don't act like you like me, if you don't.
I have no time for your ignorance, be straight up.
Appreciate what you have, before it becomes...
September 2011
13 posts
Mirrors.
Insecurities kill. I hate noticing the smallest flaws, and blowing them out of proportion. I can’t help it, that’s just how I am. I care too much of how I look in other people’s eyes. Flaws, imperfections, insecurities. They make us, and they break us. I’m too fat. I’m too skinny. Too many pimples. Shitty clothes. Stupid glasses. Ugly teeth. I can go on forever....
Life, something you can't take for granted.
You never know what’s around the corner. Think of a loved one, a sibling, a best friend, or just a simple classmate. What if the next day they were gone. Learn to appreciate every second of every minute of every day. Because you can’t get it back, the last thing you want is regret. Take advantage of the time you have, appreciate what you have right now. Because it might be gone...
Isolation.
Have you ever felt like you just want to get away from all the bullshit. Trying to find ways to escape the stress. Throwing in those earphones and isolating yourself from the rest of the world. You want to find a place to get away to, but you don’t know how to get there. You just want to leave for the time being, and get yourself back together. I need to find a place to go to when I’m...
Complications.
Have you ever found yourself in a situation where you like someone, but you can’t tell them. Like you really can’t. Either you’re afraid, or it’ll mess things up. Maybe you two are best friends and you’re afraid of ruining it. Maybe you simple can’t have them, because they already have someone. Or maybe you’re just afraid of rejection. Nevertheless, it...
Imagine how much easier life would be if you had 3...
I hate texting you.
First of all, I always text you first. Secondly, it takes forever for you to reply. I love it when we do talk, but now it seems you never have time. But then again, all the trouble is worth being able to talk to you.
Giving the person you like advice with the person...
Feeling your phone vibrate when it doesn't.
I wasn't planning on liking you.
But look how that turned out.
If they can't straight up tell you that they like...
Then they probably don’t like you that much, but then again, sometimes they like you so much, that not telling you is for the best. Feelings are stupid.
Fears : Public Speaking
One thing I dread the most is standing before an audience and presenting something. No matter how big or small the crowd is, unless I’m 100% comfortable around each person, I hate it. Whether it’s delivering a speech at a convention, or presenting a project in a certain class, I fear it all. It’s impossible not to think of screwing up, or what the audience will think of you. With...
Am I in love with you, or am I just used to you.
You know when relationships get the point where you really don’t know. Some love it, but to others it gets boring. The same routine everytime, everyday. Putting up with the problems that never seem to end, you begin to question yourself. This is how most relationships turn out, especially at our age, you get bored of each other, and the bond seems to become bland and dull. Lets just try to...
Deal with it.
Life sucks, deal with it. People are going to dislike you, it’s impossible for everyone to love you. You’re going to get hate. The person you like isn’t always going to like you back. You’re going to get made fun of. You’re going to get bullshit. You’re going to get backstabbers, liars, two-faced assholes. Things are not always going to go you’re way....
Just shut up.
People these days need to watch what they say. Seriously, people are such assholes now, and they think it’s cool. Some of that shit hurts, when you call a girl slutty, or ugly. When you call someone beat, or a faggot. Yeah, it may not seem much, but sometimes it sinks in and it hurts. Don’t say things that might offend others, treat others the way you want to be treated. If it’s...
August 2011
8 posts
1 tag
I need motivation.
As of now, I have no idea what I’m doing with my life. If anything, I’m fucking it up. Going to parties, getting in trouble. I want a reason to try. Lately I’ve been struck with a “I don’t give a fuck” attitude. Yeah, it feels good, but it’s probably not the best for me. I want inspiration and motivation to do something with myself, I need to find it....