December 2011
16 posts
It feels like I've lost you.
It’s just not the same anymore, I just want the old us back. I miss you, I really do. It doesn’t take long before somebody gets bored. It’s the inevitable, what you did that made her them fall for you in the beginning will be the same reason that they will leave you in the end. We’re teenagers, we get bored. It’s a given, that after a while they’ll just be...
I hate when 'friends' make plans around you, but...
Liking someone who barely knows you exist.
I always texted you first. Called you. Approached you and said hi. Set up the plans. It was always me doing the things first. Never you, I took that as a sign. Now you ask why I don’t talk to you much. Because all I thought was I was a bother, an annoyance, nothing but another person in the background. I was cliche to you, just another. All I wanted to be was a ‘someone’ to you....
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Just once, talk to me first.
That way I don’t feel like a desperate annoying dumb ass. Sincerely, Me.
You make me nervous, I like it.
There’s just something else about you. You make me uneasy and at the edge of my seat. You keep me thinking. You blunder my thoughts, and make me try. You’re hard to get, but I like the challenge.
Motivation to get up.
I’m so eager to get out there, have fun, learn. Observe things from a mind-blowing perspective. I yearn for the taste of experience. I crave for the new, tired of routine.
If you're going to send me mixed signals,
You might as well just leave, seriously, I don’t have time for that shit.
I wish I could reach someone's expectations and...
I want to be good enough for someone, seriously.
I like it when you talk to me first.
That way I don’t feel like a dumbass and that I’m just annoying you.
You're not in love, you're just stupid.
I want to be good enough.
For once, I want to reach someone’s standards. I want to be appreciated for what I am. I want to be noticed for me. I want to be something. I want to have a sense of worth. I want to be good enough. That’s it.
I don't have a type,
If I like you, then I like you, period.
What's the point in trying, when nobody notices?
Moving on.
Moving on is the worst part. Especially when you don’t want to. It’s the little things that get to me, changing your name in my phone, changing my facebook relationship status, nobody to fall asleep on the phone with, no goodmorning text to wake up to, those stupid songs that tend to remind me of you. It’s almost like I’m not supposed to move on. It leaves me stuck,...
Waiting for a reply after sending a risky text...